VEIL.. CONTINUED.

OMG OMG OMG OMG! I got my flower for my veil in today! GORGEOUS!

First things first, pictures :)

Public service notice: Ignore the awful hair/make up/general state of being. I put it on and immediately took pictures. Literally did not brush my hair today, sorry!

This is how I will be wearing my veil for my reception and for my after partay! LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEEE! Can't say it enough! EEEEEK!!! I hope you guys love it as much as I do!!!

SHOES AND VEIL ARE IN!

First of all lets look at my FABULOUS shoes:

And now.. the veil is in.. and it's not exactly what I thought it was going to be..

Here it is:


I thought it was going to be this:

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But if you look at the link it says:

"**This Listing is for Poof Veil Only***
Flowers shown with veil are shown as examples and can be purchased separately under the fascinators and veiling section of starz selection."

I thought that meant that what I was purchasing was just the veil and not the flower (which I did purchase seperately) but now I'm thinking that what I actually bought was just the back end on the picture above?

Thoughts? Did I just buy half a veil?

Sigh.. I'm not sure how I feel about the super short deal. Well I know I don't really like it. But I could learn to love it. Maybe. I'm glad it was only $15.

THE DRESS

I am dying here. Went to a wedding this week and this super skinny gorgeous chick I know got married in this super gorgeous fully beaded, form fitting dress. Which is kinda what I saw myself in. But that's not what I got. Want to see what I did get? Dan, don't look. It is for real my dress.

Ignore my fugly facial expressions.

And I saw myself in something like this:

but every time I tried dresses like those on I felt like it made my hips look big. So who knows. I'm retarded. And clearly don't have enough going on in my life.

Any anyway, getting a new dress is so not in the cards for me. Girl mentioned above whose wedding I just went to, she got 3 dresses. My mom would straight up slaughter me. I couldn't pay for it. And my dad hasn't been working for a while now. She's already freaking out about paying for the damn wedding, much less a new dress. I am so indecisive. Ugh. I feel so guilty.